Sunday, September 27, 2009

missing really hurts

Have you ever missed somebody so much that it hurts?
Or
Have you missed them so much whatever see, do, or think is about them?

So its been 6 months since i've seen them. For those who don't know, I went back to Vietnam for the first time in March. It is truly an unforgettable trip. I can still remember exactly how my family waited patiently for me, my brother, my sister, and my mom getting off the plane. They were just standing in a straight line holding flowers, blowing kisses, and some even had te
ars of happiness on their faces. It was such a touching moment for all of us. Even though I have not seen any of them for 18 years, we had no trouble bonding with each other.
As the days went past, the bond I have with them grew deeper and stronger, a type of bond that can't be broken.
I have never been truly happy in so
long....
it was a type of happiness that was lacking in my life ever since I left my
home.



Of course I didn't know who I was leaving or why I was leaving because I was only 2 years old, and I have no memory of it what so ever. I think it is better not to remember because parting
from the ones you love is very painful.
Not only does it hurt to leave the ones you love but it also hurts the ones who loves you watch you leave them.

I miss them alot! If only I could see them
again....even if its just for a day.

I wouldn't care. Everything I do, im thinking about them. They are always in my head. If this is not true love i don't know what is. Im sure they are feeling the same way about me.
All I can do is hope they are living well and healthy, and hope someday very soon we can be reunited again.