missing really hurts

Have you ever missed somebody so much that it hurts?

Or

Have you missed them so much whatever see, do, or think is about them?

So its been 6 months since i've seen them. For those who don't know, I went back to Vietnam for the first time in March. It is truly an unforgettable trip. I can still remember exactly how my family waited patiently for me, my brother, my sister, and my mom getting off the plane. They were just standing in a straight line holding flowers, blowing kisses, and some even had te

ars of happiness on their faces. It was such a touching moment for all of us. Even though I have not seen any of them for 18 years, we had no trouble bonding with each other.

As the days went past, the bond I have with them grew deeper and stronger, a type of bond that can't be broken.

I have never been truly happy in so

long....

it was a type of happiness that was lacking in my life ever since I left my

home.

Of course I didn't know who I was leaving or why I was leaving because I was only 2 years old, and I have no memory of it what so ever. I think it is better not to remember because parting

from the ones you love is very painful.

Not only does it hurt to leave the ones you love but it also hurts the ones who loves you watch you leave them.

I miss them alot! If only I could see them

again....even if its just for a day.

I wouldn't care. Everything I do, im thinking about them. They are always in my head. If this is not true love i don't know what is. Im sure they are feeling the same way about me.

All I can do is hope they are living well and healthy, and hope someday very soon we can be reunited again.

best friends to strangers

"Its really amazing when two strangers become t

he best of friends, but it's really sad when the best of friends become two strangers."

Im sure eveyone has cam across in thier lif

etime when the good friends you use to have

become strangers or may even enemies. I have no idea why

this happens? It makes me sad when I think about it. Your like BFF at first and then BAM next thing you know you never talk

to them again.

Like this one person I have been best friends with ever

since middle school but somehow we just lost our bond. We went from seeing each

other almost everyday to like NEVER and when we do see each other again...there is like an awkward feeling between

the both of us. Even if we bump into each other I don't think we would even wave.

And there are people you use to be really close to and now

you guys bascially hate each other because of some childish rumors. Never knowing why

and how it happen, all you know is that it can never be fixed.

The rest of the friends you had either moved so far away unexpectly and the only way to move on is by finding a

replacement because there was no other way for them to stay best friends.

Everything happens for a reason.

"Friends are like stars, they

come and go, but the ones that stay are the ones that glow"

"Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side..."

A dream come true..

Hm, does dreams really come true?

I honestly don't know because none of mine have came true yet.

I love to dream. I dream all the time. To me, dreaming is just a w

ay of having everything or

anything you have ever wanted because in reality it would be impossible.

I have several dreams that I really hope it does come true ONE day like.....

dreaming to be reunited with all of my family over in vietnam. They are so farrrrrr

r away from me.

Dreaming to meet the love of my life and get married in Vietnam and go on a cruise to the seven seas of the world for my honeymoon.

Dreaming of being rich so I can let my mother retire soon and buy

her the dream house she have always wanted.

Dreaming of traveling the world with my best friends.

This list can go on and on but I guess I'll never know if dreams come true until it really does happen.....

maybe or never.

What do you think? Will dreams come true or is it just a myth?

If we could live forever

Have you ever thought how much happier we would be if us as humans never die?

I have always thought how my life would have been if none of my love ones have left me. I think about that everyday, and I still wonder why humans have to die? But then again if no one dies then the world would be overpopulated.

There is saying that

"When one dies then one is born."

Im sure everyone have gone through a time in their lives when they have lost someone very special because I know I have. Not only have I gone through it once but I had to go through it more than that. When I was just a few months old, my grandfather (dad's side) die of liver cancer, then when I was 3 yrs old my father passed away, then a couple years later both of my grandmothers left me.

Just a month ago I have experienced this painful feeling again when my uncle in vietnam passed away. I miss them....I REALLY miss them. All i have of them is pictures or in my memories. Once they are gone, they can never be replaced.

It hurts...alot.

It hurts just seeing them leave the world without knowing and caring who they are leaving behind because the ones who are left in this lonely world is suffering the most.

A kind of pain that can't be treated by medicine, shot, surgery, or whatever. It has to be healed by time. Even though the people I love have left this world but I know I will see them again somewhere like heaven.

What could I have done from preventing this? Nothing. Nothing at all.

Life is full of unexpected things. You never know what could happen next. It is all up to God.

She got me hooked.

So this is my very first blog entry!!! Whoop whoop! I thought i will try it out.

I wanted to blog because one of my best friends Raven got me hooked and now i want to blog to express some of my thoughts, views, and opinions to all the bloggers out there. This is also a good way for me to kill time and improve my writting skills. My blog title is a little uncreative but i couldn't think of anything better. So until then i'll just keep it simple. Hopefully my blogs are as entertaining to read as Raven's. Her blogs are all great you guys should check it out.

http://www.ravenspot21.blogspot.com

Well until i can come up with a new refreshing topic to write about.....Bye for now.

Peace.

love Thanh Nguyen